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well esok die dah pergi perak. .

adew teater. .

i hope u'll take care of ur self and arrive there safely. .

and i wish u get the first place for ur teater. .

siti mariam binti salim. .

u're a the great women i had ever met. .

u're the most beautiful women i had ever seen. .

u're the perfect one and the only one who have the characteristics that i dream off. .

i have the key in my palms right now. .

but i need the right time to open ur heart. .

well. .  i just need u to know that. .

i will be ur side everytime that u need it. .

i will encourage u. . support u. .

cause i know that u needed that right now. .

i miss u since the first time i met u. .

ur smile. .

ur straight face. .  hehehee. .

and the most thing. .

ur fear face. . (bila sye nyakat awak pasal.....) hehehe

i will do whatever it takes to make u smile, make u close to me,

make u cry wif me, happy wif me, and make u confort wif me. .

for u siti mariam binti salim. .

this diary of my life. .

i will tell u. .

in this world. .

chance is not easy to get. .

and because of that. .

i'am awake, i will never let this chance go away. .

even it will take us for a long period. .

i'll dare to take that chance. .

and lastly. .

do ur best on ur competition. .  ok. .

sharing is one of my wish

well. .  arinih. .

die sudi  kongsi kesedihan die. .

masalah die. . pada aq. .

well. .  secara tachnically. .

setiap org mempunyai masalh mereka. .

well. .

aq pown jenis picky skit. .

aq nak mencri wanita yg sudi share problem wif me without knowing. .

finally ari nieh. .  die sudi share masalah die. .

evendoe sakit gak dgr. .  hehehe

sape la suke bile dgr sal masalh ex. .

tpi aq bkan nye nak jeles ta tentu pasal. .

bodoh la aq kan lao nak jeles. .  ex kowt. .

bak kate. . bnde da lepas. .  jgn dikenang. .

mcm nie la yg aq suke. .

masalah die masalah aq jugak. .

sharing is caring right. .

so. .

secare theory psychology. .

kite kene berilah support. .

jgn time nieh kite nak luahkan terus. .

haaa. .

salah stu tindakan x wajar. .

koz perempuan bukanlah bersedia 24 hours. .

ingat dieowg nie mesin. .

so. .

kite berilah mereka space. .

bg die ubat. .

bkan ubat penenang. .

tpi ubat dri segi mentality. .

pd awak. .

sye akan beri sokongan 100% pd awak. .

awak boleh. .

and lastly. .  tahniah pd mereka atas pertunangan mereka. .

takde jodoh awak pd die. .

jodoh pd sye kowt. .  hikhikhik. .

thanks to ALLAH cause bring her to my life. .

and i will appreciate her because it is like most precious thing that i got. .

even i don't know what my future will be. .

but one thing. .  i will never let go u. .

:-)

first date. .

arinih first date aq dgan die. .

well. . getting well. .

even just 3 hours. .

but still i'am happy. .

she's seem giving a good respond to me. .

evendoe kulit aq nieh jauh giler beza.  .

but td die gtao jgn pkir sal kulit. .

well i know her. .

she will said that to me. .

i'am glad to heard that. .

and also. .

she were gorgeous. .

well i said about my skin colour right. .

figure it by ur self .

she's seem perfect to me. .

well. .

aq nieh kuat berceloteh. .

n what a suprise . .

die layan. .

well pertame kali perempuan suke berceloteh cam aq. .

hahaha. .

n also die sudi cerite tntg dri die pd aq..

aq appreciate sgat dgan layanan die. .

seem that die pown ikhlas berkwan ngan aq . .
so i text to her after i've arrive. .
hehehee. .


"adie..im doing nthing
but im try to be n make u cmfort wif me
ya xwt pape pn
alhamdlillah ya pn sng dgn care adie..
so we try de best la"

i will do my best for being with u. .
hurmmmm. . .
second date nnt. .
aq ingat nak bg suprise kat die. . .
hehehe. . korang agak2. .
ape kejutan aq. . hhehehe
k la. . sni saje celoteh aq arinih. .
hope korang support aq keyh. .
:-) bye2. .

rindu pada mak ayah

aq rindukan mak ayah aq. .
dah siap-siap nak g jemput parents aq kat airport. .
tup2. .  keter aq wat hal. .
hurmmm. . lao aq dew duit time uh da terus aq btlkan. .
duit aq nie x masuk2. .
dari bulan 6. .
aq faham smua orang mesti ada masalah. .
tapi orang lain macam x faham. .
memang muke aq nieh x nmpak ada masalh. .
sbb aq x suke menyusahkan. . 
ntah laa. .  aq nie jenis yg pgang pd janji. .
jgan la bg harapan kalao x leyh nak buat. .
aq x suke menunggu. .
aq nie jenis yg mengenang jasa. .
aq tak tao nak kate ape. .
mungkin uh ujian aq. .
dah la exam. .
mak.. .  ayah. .
maafkan adie sbb x dpt nak jemput mak ayah td. .
adie rindukan mak ayah. .
doakan adie berjaye ye. .
abis exam adie terus balik. .
dari anakanda mu Mohamad Syahirul Hadi

feeling

pd hari nie. . 
umo aq dah pown cecah 22 tahun. .
pejam celik pejam celik jew dah tua gak aq nieh. .
aq masih ingat lagi semasa aq masih lg kecil. . .
aq suke berangan nak beli kereta. .
aq suke berangan nak jdik designer. .
aq suke berangan mcm2. . 
sehingga aq terpkir untuk membuat stu senarai wish list. .
dan wish list itu lah menjadi impian juga pendorong semangat aq..
sebabkan itu juga aq menjdi lebih matang even skit. .
tpi still disebabkan itu juga aq jdik seorang yg berpendirian. .
hurmmm. . .
ape lg aq nak bebel. .
owhhh. .
aq skarang nie sedang mengenali seorang wanita. .
well. .
she's sweet. .
but on the same time. . 
she's seem matured. .  even doe die nie tgk muke mcm bdaak2. .
hehehehe. .
but she really make me fall in love. .
LOVE. .
ayat yg susah nak diungkap. .
aq pernah bercinta. .
tpi smue tuh sementara. .
antara aq atau die x bersedia. .
well. . 
think again. .
dah lme gak aq single. .
yelah. .
aq rse aq buang mse smue tuh. .
shnggakan aq kenal seorang wanita ini. .
aq x kan bgtao siapakah WANITA tersebut. .
hurrmmm. . 
mengeluh jew aq nie kan. .
she is nice for me. .
but i donnoe how to get into her. .
she's kind of not interested to fall in love. .
but one thing that i want to said that. .
i love her. .
I'll promise to my self. .
i'll do whatever it takes to be wif her forever. .
well . .  aq nieh jenis yg buat ape yg aq ckp. .
n aq x pernah mngkir janji aq. .
n aq jenis ingat pd janji. .
korang kalao adew idea untuk pikat hati wanita. . 
sila lah kongsi. .
kalao tibe masenye sye dan die bersatu. .
i'll will remember u all smua. .
dan aq berjanji. .  semasa hari yg dinantikan. .
akan aq rakam. .
dan akan ku ceritakan kembali. .
bagaimana aq dan dia bersama. .
itu angan jew. .  IF. .
so. .  sbbkan itu adalah angan2. .
ia akan mnjadi slah stu impian aq. .
means it will become one of my wish list. .
dats all for today. .
aq juz ceritakan jew pew yg dlama ati aq. .
well. .  final exam da dekat. .
gud luck guys. . 
bye. .